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Why do I fall in love so easily, and why is it when I fall I can't get up?
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[17 Apr 2004|04:20pm] |
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so I never use this man, sorry but I do read all of yours and man I love my friends, you all are so talented, deep and thoughtful. I feel stupid everyone posts their poems, their art, their well thought out feeling and I always post crap like sex jokes and stuff. oh well you are who you are I guess and I think I could be deep and thoughtful if I wanted to... anyway so here is an update of my life it is going to be long becuase I am never on this so I have to...um yeah whatever she said... ok so I am very happy with life at the moment my sister moved out with out telling anyone where she was going so I thought I was in for a horrible time, but as a result me and my mom have been getting along way better so something good came out of it I guess. Music is becoming more and more my life how could something effect me so much! well it does and I love it, if you want to talk about good music call me up we can listen to records together and share out thoughts (714-408-0869) anyway so I am so blessed with my job (actually I got so frustated I was almost in tears and nearly quit) even though I hate a certain aspect of it I learned I should deal because I am getting hooked up with the coolest people and great connections which is going to be a great segway into the job/goal I am ultimately shooting for. yesterday I went to the Billabong XXL Big Wave awards it was awesome I saw some of my favorite talented surfers and after I partied it up with some VIP's you know how we do! God is amazing and I am still strong in my beliefs I just wish I didn't fall as much as I do... I give in to sin becuase it's the only thing that makes this life liveabl... I wish i did not think that way but sometimes I do. but I love God and if you did not thank him today I suggest you do so right now. hmm let's see what else I hate money I am so in dept right now I owe money for my school book, I have 3 tickets I need to pay for luckly two of them are just parking tickets (but I am late on one so it just went from 20 to 40$ dang it!) I have been meeting so many awesome people, I don't care what people say I like myspace I only add my friends on there but some of the coolest people have been messaging me to meet me so yeah I owe alot of my new connections to that thing...good times. I for some reason have become really attractive to some men (dang retards what are they thinking)because I now know of at least 5 gentlemen that like me :) yey!! the only sucky thing is I don't feel the same way about them and the guys that I do fancy seem to all have girl friends (that treat them like shit when I would treat them like kings) but anyway I yearn for that special someone and hopefully I will find him soon <3 ahhh damn me being a hopeless romantic! so yeah I hate school but I will never quit without a degree so I am going to stick it out. I am so tired of typing there is so much more to say but ummm yeah I am tired of typing so call me if you must...kidding I love you all call me anytime <3
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[26 Mar 2004|03:40pm] |
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Hey lovers, so here is the deal if you or anyone you know is a good skate photographer and want your work in Skratch let me know, and I will have you send in a couple of samples, we want skate photographers of high caliber and i know alot of you take wonderful photos and are into photographry if you can take skate photos let me know. talk to you all soon! oh and if you or someone you know is interested e-mail me at michelle@skratchmagazine.com
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| jesja is the devil!!! |
[16 Mar 2004|07:20pm] |
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ok so jessica i know you are reading this and who do you hate God, why are you the devil? haha just kidding you don't God but you are the devil because you got me sick!!! i have a fever, i cough every 2-3 seconds, i can't swallow (and i eat like a cow so what the crap am i gonna do now!), my body aches, i have a head ache and i look like crap! thanks jesja i love you too! it is ok though you can make out with me to repay me <3 anyway so yeah i am sick you don't have to say sorry or anything because it is not like i am the only one in this world who has ever had the flu, so yeah thanks but i don't need your pitty (i hope that was not rude), if you want you can ask God to make me better :) anyway today was cool cuz me and the awesome co workers went to wendy's and i got like 5 things off the dollar menu (man i can eat) and i love hanging out with tuffany she is such a nice and amazing girl, i cherish the days we have before she quits. what else steph gave me an awesome hat, i love it! I miss andria I need to see her pronto! if you are reading this we have to get together soon it has been like weeks and that is long for me, anyway this is getting to long and i feel like i am going to pass out so bye lovers!
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| wow this lj thing is addicting... |
[14 Mar 2004|02:07pm] |
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So i didn't think i would do this lj thing everyday but dang i am! crazy stuff. anyway yesterday i ended up actually going somewhere, my aunt came from lebanon and i saw her for a little, then i hung out with stiff, we went down to 2nd street in long beach i love 2nd street it is always a good time. then we went to one of my ex's friend daves house (also in LB) and hung out with him and my ex. it was fun dave is really nice, steph got to meet one of the guys i dated and me and him got to see each other again (we are on really good terms so yeah it was fun to hang out with him again) and plus i was feeling lonely so some lovein' didn't hurt. then we went back to his house hung out some more stiff had some drinks i got some love and we went home. all and all a good night :)
on another note i just got sick :( blah
and i am very behind with my warped tour interviews at work, sux! and i have not been to class to turn in my homework so i am also behind in school, shucks!
ending note, i love you all and hope you are having great days <3
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[13 Mar 2004|01:19pm] |
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So I woke up today and had to clean my filthy room, it was horrible but i do it every sat. anyway i have nothing to do today as of yet which sucks, at least I have the good old stiff who always comes over everyday it is great that means i am never bored. anyway that is just random crap that no one really wants to know, here is the serious note for the day so just recently i came to the conclusion that i want to meet that special someone, i am so over dateing and hooking up it is so over rated. (jesja don't laugh i can be with one person with out cheating i swear, i just have to put my mind to it). All i need is that sweet, hot, funny, stylish amazing guy who i can call my lover and my best friend. I see people who are in love and i am happy for them but also hate them at the same time. I am a wonderful girl why hasn't a wonderful guy found me yet? blah i am angry now...
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| So I am learning... |
[13 Mar 2004|12:17pm] |
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So today lovely tuffany helped me figure out this live journal shizznit, and it is pretty cool but now i need friends, so get me some friends you guys i figured out how to post messages but now i need to figure out how to find people. anyway i feel really shitty today my throat hurts, i am wearing dirty jeans and a thrift store M*A*S*H shrit, converse and my hair is all messy i swear i look exactly like kurt cobain (if he were a girl) i love looking cute i hate looking like this, oh well yesterday i had another good online conversation with the KAK, oh hey KAK that is who i will find on this, ok my quest for the KAK begins <3 bye lovers!
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| dude what is this? |
[11 Mar 2004|08:10pm] |
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ok so i just signed up for this journal stuff and i have no clue what to do, anyway i will asked the good old friends and get started on this. bye for now i have to go to a show <3
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